Sometimes things don’t happen the way they’re planned to because they happen the way they’re SUPPOSED to. And I’m glad things turned out that way.

My sister and I are going to have a check-up tomorrow and I’m going to have a minor surgery. I don’t know what the process is called but it’s something like that haha. I’m too shy to say what it is about but I’ll be updating my page here about it! So so nervous but I’m just thinking of how it’s going to affect me in the future. I think I’m overreacting but the truth is, I’m just soo excited, nervous and happy all at once, haha. I hope everything goes well.

kelvinween:

I love and miss who I used to be. These days I’m wandering around, not knowing my direction, looking for a purpose. I guess the thing with me is that I allow so little people, if any at all, to see this hollowness inside. That’s it. I actually feel incomplete and dissatisfied. With my life. With the path I intentionally stepped foot on. With myself. And it’s taking a toll on everything else around me. The reverbration of this ugliness won’t seem to go away.

(via kelvinween)